To the man who taught me how to appreciate Tagalog movies, who introduce me to crabs and milk tea (and get addicted to it), who makes me fall in love over and over again to Baguio City, who blindly and undoubtedly supports me in all my endeavors, who claps and praise me even in my smallest achievements, who believes in me even without trying, who unquestionably trusts me in all aspects of our life, and to the man who speaks shortly but meaty….. From the smallest to the largest act of gesture and love, I appreciate it all my buddy and my life time partner…. happy Birthday to my Agatot! Will love you endlessly! ;-D
There will come a point in every people lives that they start to question their existence in the world, that they would just stop doing things, sleep as if there is no tomorrow, eat only because it’s necessary and work cause people are expecting you to do so. I experience that recently and I myself started to question, why in the world am I feeling that. A feeling of aloneness, a feeling of sadness unexplained, a feeling of unworthiness, a feeling of nothing…. uncertain of something… that I think only God can explain. I questioned myself why me, of all people, who undergo a lot of pains in life, who witness a lot of betrayals, who suffered a lot of hardships… me, why me? Am I suddenly surrendering myself to all of this, am I suddenly letting go of all the values and positive things that life has given to me, am I suddenly throwing all the wisdom that I get from people and the books I read. I realized that no matter how positive you are as a person, no matter how equip you are with all life’s learning’s, there would come a time that you’ll finally surrender, that your only human, that you need people to inspire and be inspired, that your weak and needed help…. I always, turn into God for everything. Never asked help from my parents or friends… I was always been the girl who knows everything, the girl who can handle everything, the girl who can understands even how unfairly life has been treating me… for this week I wanted to change that… I’m now the girl who needs help, the girl who needs love, the girl who can’t understands…. that I’m only just human to be hurt and be down…. again, in all this feeling it was only God who I can turn to, it was only God who can understands, and it was only God who could help. I’ve been living so independently that asking for help was never included in my itinerary, that asking for help would be like an end to the world to other people, that asking for help would never been a priority. I don’t know how long will this feeling last… … hoping it would end soon, that somehow I would see clarity within those eyes, that I would find answers in all my doubts, that finally I would learn to distinguish what I’ve been longing for…. .. soon I would know……. and hoping soon I would cope……
Georgina Wilson & Anne Curtis for Rogue
Obviously, I can’t get over this photoshoots. I’m not comparing them because they are both way perfect.
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Everybody Loves Heart Evangelista ( @heart021485 ) A birthday tribute made by @IYAhKO
(Source: youtube.com)
Damien Rice - The Blower’s Daughter - Official Video (by Damienrice)
3 things i like,the song,the beach and Jude Law! ;-D
Civil Twilight - Letters From The Sky (Official Music Video) (Version 2) (by JamesBrenanFlip)
A song that I liked and later loved….
Boyce Avenue - Live & Acoustic in the Philippines (Feb. 2009) (by boyceavenue)
wow!! will definitely watch you guys the 2nd time around =D
Neyo - Because of You (Boyce Avenue keyboard/piano acoustic cover) on iTunes (by boyceavenue)
Still for me.. the best Boyce Avenue cover song…. so different from the original ;-)
